Sunday, May 24, 2009

Eventful Summer

Finally, I can throw all my exam worries to a far far far far... away land! YIPEE!!!!

Upcoming events for my summer:

1. Raleigh KL Intro Weekend
Yupzz.. I will helping out in this IW again.. Whee~~ Time to return to the outdoors after months of being stuck in the ulu campus.. ^^ Will be gone from 5-7th..

2. Tri Campus Games
Whee~~ Will be representing my campus to compete in the tri campus games (Ningbo and UK) which is going to be held in UK.. I AM GOING TO UK!!!! (fully spnsored) Muahahahah!!! Playing basketball there.. The opponents are super tall and geng.. OMG!!
Training - 2-18th June
Games - 20-27th June

3. Expedition in Sabah
For more info on the expedition, pls log on to their blog or the website.
M.I.A from 2 July to 13 Sept

Looking forward to all the events that is going to take place. Pray for my safety..

Cheers!!

Life is short, take your time.

At a glance of the title, some may say that it is a paradox. Since life is so short, we shouldn't take our own sweet time but come to think of it, we really should take our time enjoying the most out of our lives.

What made me realise it even more was because there was an accident right my uni. It was really a tragic accident. 2 person was in the car and both are students. It was just like any other normal day. They went to Broga for lunch with the whole bunch of friends. Alas, the driver was speeding along the broad and straight when coming back to uni to commence studying for the exam. Little did he expect that he would not manage to drift through the almost 90 degrees corner just outside the uni.. Maybe he had done this numerous times but... Result was that the car skidded towards the divider, flipped and crashed. The passenger who was without the seatbelt flew out of the car and died on the spot. Both of the parties were to be blamed for this tragic incident.

My main point here is to state that life is so unpredictable. You cannnot see what is up ahead, unexpected things happen everyday. You might die the next minute.. Unexpected.. Unavoidable.. Thus, life is short..

Appreciate whatever you have now. Be it good or bad, happy or sad, angst or emo... I learn from ppl : 'Everything happen for its own reason. God made it happen so we can learn and see the lesson behind it.' Appreciate the ppl around you. They are there for a reason too. They are closest to you besides your family. The truest bunch will come to your aid in whatever circumstances. Treasure them. You won't know when you might lose them..

Forgive the ppl of what they have did wrong as you would want other ppl to forgive you as well. No one is perfect. Just a little compromisation and patience is needed.

So, take your time to enjoy every bits and pieces of your life.. Every single minute of life are the bitter sweet memories of the future..

Ps: The title is actually a quote from one of my uni friends.. The one who knows, will know.. Hahaha!

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

3 more to go!!

Today was the third paper.. Spent sleepless night on the freaking papers!

ARGH!!!!!

That's the consequence of procrastinating.. Never learn the lesson though... Aiks...

3 more to go.. More sleepless nights! I am currently like a dying undead.. Oximoron as Pei Wern says it.. XD

Freedom is calling me already... I can hear it.. Not too far away... Just need to stay on and persevere!!!

I can do it!!!~~~

Monday, May 4, 2009

Exams

Exams are just a few days ahead.. This time the exams I am going to die... I really cannot concentrate in studying. I blame myself. I know after exams, there are plenty of things waiting for me to enjoy and I am really suppose to do good in the exams so that I would not disappoint her..

Oh my gosh!! 

I thought that exams can help me take my mind of things, but, it does not happen. I am contradicting myself everyday... I want to and yet I don't want to.. My heart speaks of something I hate.. I really cannot control where my heart goes already.. It wandered off to darkness and I am trying hard to bring it back to light... 

Someone smack me in the head and tell me that all these are not worth my time and energy.

Someone help me!!!!!! Someone please help me up from this dreaded hole!

Exams! Please overwhelm me!

Friday, May 1, 2009

Fell...

Chance

It was like in stealth mode, just passed me by without me even noticing it. It is frustrating and annoying.

Forgetting and moving on.

It is not as easy as it sounds. I promised that it will all return to normal once I come back but I guess not. It is really tough to let go. My fingers are like being glued into a fist by some super glue which needs super chemical to dissolve. How I wish the glue is used to piece the shattered pieces back again.

Memories

It lingers and I love how it was like. Alas, it would only remain as memories and history would not repeat itself anymore.

Triggers

It is everywhere. It haunts me. Wherever I am, there it will be. I just hope to find a place where I can hide myself from them so that the glue on the shattered pieces will dry. Now it is like washing the pieces whenever glue is applied.

Time

Time will heal, it is said. How long? No one knows. Action speaks louder than words. Ya, sure...

Wish that I was not that transparent.