The Insides of WsW

Why did you make me go through this again? I really don't want to go through all this emotions anymore. I just want to live a normal life, with no worries and emoness. You did all sorts of small things that make my heart race and all jumbled up. I want to think that it is just normal for us and you made it seem normal and not normal at the same time. Please clarify before things get worse. Dear God, can you please give me the strength to overcome my emotions and just focus on you rather than other worldly things. If it is not meant to be, please take it away from me. I won't to go through the whole emotion roller coaster again. I have been through more than enough times. Why can't it be simpler? Why must it be so complicated! =|