我才发觉，其实我内心很软弱，一直都很孤独，一直都很需要关怀，一直都很期待有人来爱护，有人来关心，有人陪伴，有人在乎我的所有。但这个人一直都没有出现，还是我看不见？上帝啊，我该怎么办才好。我已经很辛苦的每天带着假的笑容去面对每个人。你们所看到坚强的我，不懂已经流了多少的泪。 我以为可以可靠的人，却慢慢地离开我。亲爱的朋友们，我已经不再你们心里面了吗？已经成为过去了吗？还是，只是那短暂的伴侣？我除了可以在这里诉苦，我什么也不能做。遥远的你们可否能够聆听我的心灵？遥远的你们可否能够真真的了解我？
诗玮 上
Sunday, December 25, 2011
Friday, May 27, 2011
Monday, March 14, 2011
Utterly hopeless
Dear Malaysia Government,
Of all the recent events that are happening in Malaysia, I am very disappointed in you ppl ruling high up above. There have been to much things that all of you have done which brings nothing but shame to the country. The more I see, the more furious I am.
Let's forget bout the past, and just talk bout the recent 2 years. Teoh Beng Hock case. In a court of justice, why can't a case like that be handled in a fairly manner or at least try your best to hide your motives and the injustice behind it. People nationwide are just looking for a fair case, even with a coroner from Thailand that proves this is not a suicide case and yet, the outcome is a open verdict. The funniest thing is that as the prosecutor, he can't even present himself well in the court in such a case and yet an open verdict. Watch this! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=maQK3jNrg9E
Where is the justice? You call yourself government? Protecting your own people just so all the dirty tricks you have played all these while will not be revealed? You just make yourselves look like a bunch of stupid monkeys. Your citizen have eyes to see and brains to think. Don't think just because you are high up, we cannot have our say. This is a democratic country. And you wonder why there are so much brain drain? Just listen to our voices and you will find the answer.
50 stories tower! Another joke! Why the heck do you want to spent 1 mil to build another useless tower. The reason behind is to make to a trading business center and symbol? Aint Petronas Twin Tower good enough for you? This country is already rotting from the inside and falling apart but instead of tending to the internal rotting, you wanna beautify the external. What's the point of it when pillars are not holding strong? There are greater use of the 1 mil, like helping the poorer states and areas in the country, invest on more technology development, education.
Now this, being so insensitive at times like this. Even if you don't like the country Japan and got nothing good to say to them, then shut up! Publishing a comic strip like that at such terrible times for Japan. Honestly speaking, the comic is funny, but not when people there are suffering so much. And yet, Japanese are still better than any of us. They can still maintain such great order at chaotic times like this. Imagine it happening to your country, could you even replicate 10% of what they are doing? Free water? Free food? Free telephone calls? Look at your own transportation system, can't even keep the KTM on time. Traffic jams everywhere, constructions that take ages to finish. And you! As the PMs wife, you make a fool of yourself and the country by asking Japan to have more eco-friendly buildings and to study the geographic more before developing? Look at yourselves first before saying that to them!! You can't even develop an effective public transportation system. Who is the more developed country here? Climate change? Would ancestors from 100s years ago be able to predict climate change this bad? Even so, are you even trying to help solve this problem in the slightest bit? Do you even know that most the buildings in Japan in the present times are already built to sustain an earthquake? Come on! 8.9 magnitude earthquake!! Plus, its not only quake but water flooding! Please use your common sense!
Dear generation,
I plead to you, that we must stand up and fight for our own country. Aren't you furious? Aren't you ashamed? Aren't you frustrated, when you see such things happening to our country and being laughed at world wide? Are you going to stand there and watch from overseas as you contribute to the brain drain back home? Help your own country, which is beautiful and plentiful with all the different cultures and nature. If we all unite as one, this country will be able to develop to be like Singapore and Hong Kong. 2 simple things you can do as you are now, 1) Pray for a change in our country and 2) Use your citizenship right and vote for your next election. This is the least you can do to help our country and it will make major changes.
-wsw-
Of all the recent events that are happening in Malaysia, I am very disappointed in you ppl ruling high up above. There have been to much things that all of you have done which brings nothing but shame to the country. The more I see, the more furious I am.
Let's forget bout the past, and just talk bout the recent 2 years. Teoh Beng Hock case. In a court of justice, why can't a case like that be handled in a fairly manner or at least try your best to hide your motives and the injustice behind it. People nationwide are just looking for a fair case, even with a coroner from Thailand that proves this is not a suicide case and yet, the outcome is a open verdict. The funniest thing is that as the prosecutor, he can't even present himself well in the court in such a case and yet an open verdict. Watch this! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=maQK3jNrg9E
Where is the justice? You call yourself government? Protecting your own people just so all the dirty tricks you have played all these while will not be revealed? You just make yourselves look like a bunch of stupid monkeys. Your citizen have eyes to see and brains to think. Don't think just because you are high up, we cannot have our say. This is a democratic country. And you wonder why there are so much brain drain? Just listen to our voices and you will find the answer.
50 stories tower! Another joke! Why the heck do you want to spent 1 mil to build another useless tower. The reason behind is to make to a trading business center and symbol? Aint Petronas Twin Tower good enough for you? This country is already rotting from the inside and falling apart but instead of tending to the internal rotting, you wanna beautify the external. What's the point of it when pillars are not holding strong? There are greater use of the 1 mil, like helping the poorer states and areas in the country, invest on more technology development, education.
Now this, being so insensitive at times like this. Even if you don't like the country Japan and got nothing good to say to them, then shut up! Publishing a comic strip like that at such terrible times for Japan. Honestly speaking, the comic is funny, but not when people there are suffering so much. And yet, Japanese are still better than any of us. They can still maintain such great order at chaotic times like this. Imagine it happening to your country, could you even replicate 10% of what they are doing? Free water? Free food? Free telephone calls? Look at your own transportation system, can't even keep the KTM on time. Traffic jams everywhere, constructions that take ages to finish. And you! As the PMs wife, you make a fool of yourself and the country by asking Japan to have more eco-friendly buildings and to study the geographic more before developing? Look at yourselves first before saying that to them!! You can't even develop an effective public transportation system. Who is the more developed country here? Climate change? Would ancestors from 100s years ago be able to predict climate change this bad? Even so, are you even trying to help solve this problem in the slightest bit? Do you even know that most the buildings in Japan in the present times are already built to sustain an earthquake? Come on! 8.9 magnitude earthquake!! Plus, its not only quake but water flooding! Please use your common sense!
Dear generation,
I plead to you, that we must stand up and fight for our own country. Aren't you furious? Aren't you ashamed? Aren't you frustrated, when you see such things happening to our country and being laughed at world wide? Are you going to stand there and watch from overseas as you contribute to the brain drain back home? Help your own country, which is beautiful and plentiful with all the different cultures and nature. If we all unite as one, this country will be able to develop to be like Singapore and Hong Kong. 2 simple things you can do as you are now, 1) Pray for a change in our country and 2) Use your citizenship right and vote for your next election. This is the least you can do to help our country and it will make major changes.
-wsw-
Sunday, February 20, 2011
Saturday, February 12, 2011
I know its ridiculous to say this, but I have to get it out of my system anyway.
I am sorry for I am not a pretty, cute, small and cuddly girl and I am tom boyish.. I am trying my best and at the same time trying not to lose myself. So, please give me some attention when I need some. Don't just ignore me like that and treat that I am invisible. Everywhere I go, I don't belong.
Uncertain
Its been more than a year since that incident happened. I have been walking blindly down the path, following wherever it leads me to but its taking me to nowhere. No signs of life, no signboards, but still in hope that something will appear soon. How long do I have to keep walking then? Will I meet a dead end or a beautiful scenery? Should I continue the journey or wait for someone to come along to pick me up and bring to the beautiful scenery at the end?
Answers.... Still searching for them, or can someone help me answer them?
Answers.... Still searching for them, or can someone help me answer them?
Monday, January 24, 2011
Nightmare
I had a nightmare today in class. (Yes, I was sleeping in class because it was darn boring and its optional. =P)
Yeaa, as I was saying, halfway through the lecture, my eyelids were getting really heavy, my brain was phasing out, so I decided just to nap in the lecture for a while.
I put my head down to the table, closed my eyes and the lecturer's voice slowly drift away. The next thing, I found myself at the same position of where I was, sleeping at the same posture. The atmosphere then sent chills down my spine and had the feeling of spirits floating around me, trying to touch me with their cold, chilly hands. When they did, I had goosebumps. But I was still sleeping. I tried to scream, I tried to wake up but I can't. The spirits just continue to float around me and reaching me... Cold, chilly hands. Dark figures...
The next thing I heard was the lecturer saying it was break time. I abruptly opened my eyes and glad to be there with ppl around me and not spirits....
Such a nightmare... >_<
-wsw-
Yeaa, as I was saying, halfway through the lecture, my eyelids were getting really heavy, my brain was phasing out, so I decided just to nap in the lecture for a while.
I put my head down to the table, closed my eyes and the lecturer's voice slowly drift away. The next thing, I found myself at the same position of where I was, sleeping at the same posture. The atmosphere then sent chills down my spine and had the feeling of spirits floating around me, trying to touch me with their cold, chilly hands. When they did, I had goosebumps. But I was still sleeping. I tried to scream, I tried to wake up but I can't. The spirits just continue to float around me and reaching me... Cold, chilly hands. Dark figures...
The next thing I heard was the lecturer saying it was break time. I abruptly opened my eyes and glad to be there with ppl around me and not spirits....
Such a nightmare... >_<
-wsw-
Sunday, January 23, 2011
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