Friday, July 20, 2012

心情如何的缭乱, 最近太多事情发生了。 每次以为可以就这样的过去,却又多出意外的。 这暑假并不容易度过,是我上大学以后最难过的一个。也许是因为少了知音人的所在,也许是太想家,我自己也不懂。有时候其实真的很想藏起来,然后抛下所有的烦恼,一走了之。 我一个人真的撑不起,可也不想常常去打扰别人。我已经慢慢地变成小丑,脸上带着笑容,实际上是在掉眼泪。一句---死撑!加油吧,胡诗玮!

Sunday, April 1, 2012

Why did you make me go through this again? I really don't want to go through all this emotions anymore. I just want to live a normal life, with no worries and emoness. You did all sorts of small things that make my heart race and all jumbled up. I want to think that it is just normal for us and you made it seem normal and not normal at the same time. Please clarify before things get worse. Dear God, can you please give me the strength to overcome my emotions and just focus on you rather than other worldly things. If it is not meant to be, please take it away from me. I won't to go through the whole emotion roller coaster again. I have been through more than enough times. Why can't it be simpler? Why must it be so complicated! =|

Sunday, December 25, 2011

我才发觉,其实我内心很软弱,一直都很孤独,一直都很需要关怀,一直都很期待有人来爱护,有人来关心,有人陪伴,有人在乎我的所有。但这个人一直都没有出现,还是我看不见?上帝啊,我该怎么办才好。我已经很辛苦的每天带着假的笑容去面对每个人。你们所看到坚强的我,不懂已经流了多少的泪。 我以为可以可靠的人,却慢慢地离开我。亲爱的朋友们,我已经不再你们心里面了吗?已经成为过去了吗?还是,只是那短暂的伴侣?我除了可以在这里诉苦,我什么也不能做。遥远的你们可否能够聆听我的心灵?遥远的你们可否能够真真的了解我?



诗玮 上

Friday, May 27, 2011

Tweets..

Your tweets is the closest I can get.. sigh.. =(

Monday, March 14, 2011

Utterly hopeless

Dear Malaysia Government,

Of all the recent events that are happening in Malaysia, I am very disappointed in you ppl ruling high up above. There have been to much things that all of you have done which brings nothing but shame to the country. The more I see, the more furious I am.

Let's forget bout the past, and just talk bout the recent 2 years. Teoh Beng Hock case. In a court of justice, why can't a case like that be handled in a fairly manner or at least try your best to hide your motives and the injustice behind it. People nationwide are just looking for a fair case, even with a coroner from Thailand that proves this is not a suicide case and yet, the outcome is a open verdict. The funniest thing is that as the prosecutor, he can't even present himself well in the court in such a case and yet an open verdict. Watch this! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=maQK3jNrg9E

Where is the justice? You call yourself government? Protecting your own people just so all the dirty tricks you have played all these while will not be revealed? You just make yourselves look like a bunch of stupid monkeys. Your citizen have eyes to see and brains to think. Don't think just because you are high up, we cannot have our say. This is a democratic country. And you wonder why there are so much brain drain? Just listen to our voices and you will find the answer.

50 stories tower! Another joke! Why the heck do you want to spent 1 mil to build another useless tower. The reason behind is to make to a trading business center and symbol? Aint Petronas Twin Tower good enough for you? This country is already rotting from the inside and falling apart but instead of tending to the internal rotting, you wanna beautify the external. What's the point of it when pillars are not holding strong? There are greater use of the 1 mil, like helping the poorer states and areas in the country, invest on more technology development, education.

Now this, being so insensitive at times like this. Even if you don't like the country Japan and got nothing good to say to them, then shut up! Publishing a comic strip like that at such terrible times for Japan. Honestly speaking, the comic is funny, but not when people there are suffering so much. And yet, Japanese are still better than any of us. They can still maintain such great order at chaotic times like this. Imagine it happening to your country, could you even replicate 10% of what they are doing? Free water? Free food? Free telephone calls? Look at your own transportation system, can't even keep the KTM on time. Traffic jams everywhere, constructions that take ages to finish. And you! As the PMs wife, you make a fool of yourself and the country by asking Japan to have more eco-friendly buildings and to study the geographic more before developing? Look at yourselves first before saying that to them!! You can't even develop an effective public transportation system. Who is the more developed country here? Climate change? Would ancestors from 100s years ago be able to predict climate change this bad? Even so, are you even trying to help solve this problem in the slightest bit? Do you even know that most the buildings in Japan in the present times are already built to sustain an earthquake? Come on! 8.9 magnitude earthquake!! Plus, its not only quake but water flooding! Please use your common sense!


Dear generation,

I plead to you, that we must stand up and fight for our own country. Aren't you furious? Aren't you ashamed? Aren't you frustrated, when you see such things happening to our country and being laughed at world wide? Are you going to stand there and watch from overseas as you contribute to the brain drain back home? Help your own country, which is beautiful and plentiful with all the different cultures and nature. If we all unite as one, this country will be able to develop to be like Singapore and Hong Kong. 2 simple things you can do as you are now, 1) Pray for a change in our country and 2) Use your citizenship right and vote for your next election. This is the least you can do to help our country and it will make major changes.

-wsw-

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Saturday, February 12, 2011

I know its ridiculous to say this, but I have to get it out of my system anyway.

I am sorry for I am not a pretty, cute, small and cuddly girl and I am tom boyish.. I am trying my best and at the same time trying not to lose myself. So, please give me some attention when I need some. Don't just ignore me like that and treat that I am invisible. Everywhere I go, I don't belong. 

Uncertain

Its been more than a year since that incident happened. I have been walking blindly down the path, following wherever it leads me to but its taking me to nowhere. No signs of  life, no signboards, but still in hope that something will appear soon. How long do I have to keep walking then? Will I meet a dead end or a beautiful scenery? Should I continue the journey or wait for someone to come along to pick me up and bring to the beautiful scenery at the end?

Answers.... Still searching for them, or can someone help me answer them?